tired.

God, seriously, guide me and please bless me with patience. Why is all these obstacles so hard? I know its a test from you. But i just feel like i need a break..

Honestly, i still have to get over the fact that my soul sister aint here no more. Now i have to handle with a relationship that’s slowly rusting, and i don’t know what to do to save it anymore. Im going nowhere, and i don’t even feel like how i used to anymore. I don’t even feel special anymore, neither do i feel as happy as i was. The least you could do is to actually help me ope up my eyes wider so i can choose the right path and prolly meet someone who will really listen to what my heart’s saying. Prolly disguise an angel in the form of a human being. I’d love that. I feel like i need a break from everything.. I don’t deserve this shit.
I feel like running but its 12:08am, that’ll be crazy since im going alone. I promise ill go tomorrow.. I find peace in running now.

I really just hope phuket is happening in June because it’s seriously a much needed break. In life, i’ve learned that you cannot even trust the ones that you love. It’s jsut my humble opinion.. Guess i’ll just shut the fuck up.