lost, i am.
May 30, 2010
i do not know where i am heading to. which direction, which path. i wake up everyday with a blank mind and all i do is shower and think. no one will understand my perception of things because, it is MY perspection of things. seems like im ettin more and more distant with people around me.
im just shutting off from everything. i shall not trust anybody in this world no matter how long i’ve known the person. and that’s a promise i swear till i die. i do not know who to confide in, who to find comfort in. i do not know. i’ve wasted my tears, so many times, wiped them on my own and i try my very best to pick myself up everytime. just seems by day the more i try to get back up, the more harder it gets. honestly, my heart feels like it just got attached to an anchor. i don’t like puffy eyes.
i feel lost. God take me back in your arms for i don’t feel my worth here anymore :’(
